Magickal Monday... I will admit, not a horrible Monday... not great either. I guess that would be normal? LMAO I have no idea what "normal" is anymore! My normal is one not many would want, hell I don't want it anymore! It's fucking HEAVY Loves!! I am tired of the heaviness... but I do keep going. So, been at the 9to5 almost three years in a couple months. For the first time, in a while I felt so good with my job. There are patients that have literally tried all medications for their diagnosis, and this one was just that - I had to file an appeal for one of their meds. Loves, I prayed as I sent the fax today. If this came back denied - I would be at a loss for this patient. Minutes later, a fax comes in and I see the patient's name and my heart sank. I cannot believe the appeal got denied.... then I read more - son of a bitch! Denial overturned and medication approved! Do you know how ecstatic I was?!?! I immediately told my counterpart at the hospital, they called the patient to let them know. I am feverishly trying to get all the stuff updated so the medication can be released and the patient can get it filled. THIS is what I love about my job. I truly love helping others, and when I can pull an appeal approval off... it is truly magickal!
But it doesn't end there. After I update everything and send it to get released, my counterpart messaged me that the patient cried when my counterpart told them the medication was FINALLY approved. And the patient said thank you for everything and all the work I have been doing to get her medication. You all... that made my chilly heart warm up and I had the biggest smile on my face. I even let out a yell of "yeah, baby"! Despite those that poke the bear, I really do have a drive to help others and that's what I live for and keeps me going. Yes, I can be major douchebag, and it doesn't kill me to admit it - at one point my supe put in my review that I admit my mistakes and do my best to correct them - or something like that - but it is true.
Ok enough of the mushy shit LMAO - but seriously it's pretty much the highlight of my day. Missing my GS and what time I have to spend with him. It's the other frustrating part of my life right now. Not going into a lot of details but he's being taken away from us earlier than expected and I am upset, disappointed and hurt. I just don't know what it will take to have a family that fucking gets along. So frustrating!
OK Loves, time for me to end here. I love you, Til later, and Blessed Be!